.Saturday, September 03, 2005 ' 11:53 PM Y
Hey...
Today went out with my group of bruthers again but too bad bert couldnt join us....Well we started off having lunch at Cafe Cartel...Woo the food there was kinda good and their serving was pretty huge...we all eat liao until so full that we didnt had dinner sia....hahaha then the bread they serve were fresh no wonder many ppl always go there will eat their bread one....now i know why....intially still thought what the hell sia go there eat bread.... =/ but still thou its tasty think its pretty lame to go to a restaurant to eat bread sia...haha well the outing was pretty alright lah nothing much interesting but its the time we spend together and the fun we had talking but then hor at the starting was pretty torturous for me, the stupid lim go spread nonsense to ling and brian say what i like a girl( butch) then all the nonsense lah...bloody lim spread ridiculous rubbish!!! sabo me sia then they keep suan suan suan suan....then keep calling me a butch lover! butch lover!! =/ but ok bah afterall they always do this shit to me one link me to ppl that i dont even know....hahaha lame right?
Well at the evening we went to lim house from orchard, took a cab there....well during the journey they all talked about their plans after graduation and national service....they each have their plans and their goals in their life like going overseas, stop their study and do practical stuff....talk talk talk then talk abt me that time i also got nth to say....in fact i'm pretty "Xian Mu"them as they can have go for their dreams and they know what they want....Compared to them, i am just a walking body of flesh with no dreams no nothing just passing everyday as it is and see what comes out of it....Ever since young never had the prevailage to make decision either that or whatever i want will be rejected by my parents so ever since when it comes to decision i never really bothered to think about it anymore afterall it will be a waste of time since i have no say in it....Last year still had this little dream but its all smashed and gone already....sigh guess i cant get what i want, just have to live by what is there for me...maybe its a good thing so i dont have to think too much bah....hahaha to my band of bruthers....Good luck and work hard towards your goals!!! GAMBATE!!! ^_^
Dreams, Goals,Ambitions...guess they dont apply for me....so fuck them!!! heee heee
So most of the stuff i am doing for the sake of doing...haha i guess that applies to most ppl too bah...We cant really get what we want also but i hope when my bruthers and i are older we could at least work together in the same company as we always had hoped it to be in the future...Good Luck To Us!! haha
Well guess today's post was pretty pointless but guess talking to my blog is something i like to do at least it wont talk back to me...haha crap this sounds psychotic....hahaha
Laterz!
P.S added a new song to my blog: All That I Got performed by The Used
Well try hearing it if u like the genre of music i listen to
The lyrics can be found at the post just before this...