.Saturday, July 21, 2007 ' 10:12 PM Y
Back again...this time more glad than ever to be back in 1 piece....1 whole me!!
Had my parachute jump yesterday...but this time alittle different instead of being in clean fatigue, it was a combat jump...had my equipment with me when i jumped of the helicopter...The feeling was good as u jump off and while in the air although i was too coped up with the procedures of looking out for fellow jumpers and checking on the wind direction...damn didnt had the time to appreciate the view but at least managed to had a good view while up in the helicopter...This time my landing was alittle awful...almost had my knee dislocated...goodness the pain i felt on my left knee was so crazy...it felt as if the whole of my left knee was about to be pushed out of my leg...just so glad that i am still as a whole man....THANKS GOODNESS!! *PHEW*
You know there are so many maskers around everywhere....things are so much tougher now when u dont even know who is real and who is fake....and whats worse would be when you dont even know who do u want to be? the real you or the fake u ....the mask is just right infront of you....should u just put it on and become a crowd pleaser like how u used to be or should u just remain true to urself & do what u deem fit...which is a better choice? I have always wondered....If u cant trust ur family...u would probably think u can trust ur friends...and when u start to think that ur friends cant be trusted too...u most likely would think that in this world u can only trust ur soulmate/girlfriend...but what if 1 day u realised that they cant be trusted too....so who can u trust? Just like the phrase go... "IF I CANT TRUST YOU, THEN WHO CAN I TRUST? " hahaha so it all comes back... have our lives been build around deceit ?